something to remember

well.\, this coming friday my parent goes to the court to settle their dispute; which mean the separation of my parent. in another word, divorce.. have i done something to avoid this? am i too late to change it?

i wonder how am i going to face life. i know other had experience the same thing.. and its so common in other country.. well, the thing is, i love both of them and want them to reconcile.. but then, i guess i was hoping to bring new 'flavor' in my its too late.. i guess its too late..

nonetheless i hope the new life i am gonna face later didn't stop me form starting a new family of my own.. and i really hope that my future family will not be affected by it..

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the ONE

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