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11/10/2009 (day 43)

11/10/2009 (day 43)

counting days from the beginning to the end of another beginning.. or just 'end'..

can't help myself from thinking of the worst-case scenario.. its inevitable.. whatever it may come.. can i live through it? i am not so sure of myself.. am i stong enough to face it? i don't think i can..

somehow i already planned for my 'stage'.. everyday, everytime, even in my sleep.. i want my 'passing' to be grandiose.. at least people remember me eventhough its not the best way to be remembered..

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