when everything need to be justified

terlalu lapang.. tadak orang.. thats wat i can say for today.. not much costumer, not much to do... well, its not like it happens everyday.. there were time that u cudnt get enuff rest.. but i much prefer doing something than sit down and do nothing.. what a waste of time.. exited with ur new job? i am.. in fact i feel proud to be a part of this department.. not boasting.. just expressing my feeling that is.. its not because i can do something to get more.. its just feel nice to do my job.. n its not that my previous jobs a crappy one.. its just that this time its much better.. lebih terjamin.. next month, every saturday for the whole month, we the new intake have courses to attend.. n slepas tamat kursus durang buat peperiksaan penilaian.. sapa2 yg lulus akan dihantar ke AIMM utk menjalani induksi..im not sure how long maybe 3weeks or 2month.. i hope i can do my best.. fighting!!

refer to title above.. something that shud not b happend in an organization.. but usualy happen.. like i dont know. but i do care.. cos we're giving good service.. and if u cant give good service its realy bad to our organization, right? if u dnt know something about other, try to ask for it.. it isnt easy with unhelpful buddy but its not hard to ask.. dont answer things u dont know, not sure.. just b honest.. tell ur costumer to wait.. go look for it.. that way everybody satisfy.. puas hati... inter-department communication.. too many weakness.. it shud be fixed from time to time...

they say only the strong survive.. from the dawn of time creatures evolved from single cell to what we saw now.. its evolution at its best.. demikian la juga dgn idup kita skg nih.. hanya mereka yg 'fit' saja dpt idup.. well, i didnt say that weaker person cannot survive.. its just that kalo ko mo idup senang, mewah, bahagia (dan sewaktu dgnnya only those who hv courage n dare to face the challenge will prevail.. i dunno if im one of those 'fit' person... i usualy in-between.. yg sedang2 saja ;) keja makan gaji ni bole dikira lucky.. bertuah.. terpulg kpd individu tu utk mjadi lebih baik drp keadaan dia skg.. i mean.. kalo idup mkn gaji jak, yg idup month-to-month basis, jika tiba2 ada masalah mmg trus kaboom.. i've been there, done that.. n its hard living like dat.. there shud b a back-up plan for everything.. yalah kan.. manatau tiba2 ko ilang punca pendapatan..  apapa pun,.. just do wat we do best.. n just remember if we feel unlucky enuff to live, there r other...

watever u do.. dont panic.. last time sia buat urusan pembebasan OKT (orang kena tahan) sia tesilap panggil naik okt.. silap sia jg sia nda verify tu body no dlm sistem dgn tu body no yg kna bagi dr shah alam.. nasip sorang jak yg gtu.. sudah la ramai tulah ada silap tuh... ckit mo panic since rushing lg mo pg KLIA antar okt pindah depot.. skali nda teikut.. sia dgn Puan PIT tetinggal (uhuk2)... tp apapa pn nda bleh rush la buat keja nih.. kalo nda msti ada silap.. nda mo blame sapa2 la time tu since staf pn kurang so minta tolg la dgn budak baru.. nx wk ada lg 1 trip mo kc bebas.. 2nd bos bilg sama kami 'show no mercy to OKT'... dont make friendly faces with them... but for me tak salah buat gtu.. give them a smile.. it probably the last smile they see on dat day.. n bila senyum x semestinya mesra.. memang kita nda bleh layan sangat karenah okt ni since kalo ko layan makin manja la durg tu.. tp kita pn x bleh layan durg dgn teruk.. no phisycal contact.. that what we repeatedly...

napa ada urg yg sanggup buat keja haram semata2 mo duit lebih? tapi kalo ikut btul sapa la ndamau duit kan.. easy monies.. tapi urg bilg kalo duit haram ni cpt abis.. nda nampak apa yg kna beli tiba2 lesap gtu jak..  side income.. ok la jg.. at least ada jg lebih duit ckit.. tapi mo kna rajin la kalo mo buat camtu.. kna sanggup spend masa yg lebih dgn keja.. tp ada jg yg buat side income goyang kaki jak.. tp mula2 tu mmg durg struggle jg tuh.. ndada jalan mudah la..  keja makan gaji.. ok la.. keja jak mcm biasa.. tp mo kna menyimpan la jg.. kalo gaji tu cukup2 utk 1 bulan jak nda guna jg.. manatau ada emergency ka apa ka susah jg kalo ndada saving..  makan gaji buta.. tiap bulan trima gaji tp keja nda seberapa.. ni yg bakal2 mo kna buang tu hahahah.. nda la bah.. keja tu mmg keja jg mayb prestasi ja yg nda brapa ok..  overtime.. ada yg halal ada jg yg haram.. tau2 la kan.. kadg2 urg lepak2 ja lama2 d opis smp midnite padahal ndada keja.. claim OT buta (hahahah)..  apapun.. nda jg bleh ...

(1st post mesti panjang ckit..) cuti panjang.. 3 ari yg berkarat.. mcm kitorang ni yg baru ja bermastautin d cni (semenyih, kajang) memang x tau la nak buat apa.. nak kuar pn xda kenderaan.. owh by the way kitorang cni buat sementara tinggal dkt berek bujang d Depot Tahanan Imigresen Semenyih.. member2 yg lain keja shift... cian jg la kan tp apa nak buat.. tp dorg  x la boring sgt.. at least there's somthing to do hohoho.. lgpn keja shift time cuti ni manada sibuk... OKT kat dlm blok jer.. kna pantau je lah.. mcm kitorang yg keja opis hour ni mmg pening duduk berek nih.. nak buat apa pn x bleh hohoho.. tp xpe.. nx week kitorang pindah umah dah.. since ada lg intake baru 03/2009 seamai 25 urg yg bakal masuk cni.. kalo x pindah mmg sesak gila la dlm berek nih weh..  esok kira nak jumpa TKDI nak tanya arrangement utk medical checkup kitorang.. last time dorg kata nak atur utk p hospital kajang sna nak buat skali ramai2.. tp until now xda apapa tindakan.. alamak.. kalo x buat tu xda ga...