when everything need to be justified

artificial behaviour.. we lived in an artificial behaviour.. we only see our true self when we are in trouble.. heard it from one of our detainee.. he's from poland.. a bit crazy guy, but somehow what he said is true.. some of us (you, me, everybody) live the life like it was what it suppose to be.. but the real truth is we are pretenders, deniers.. each of us live a masked life.. we pretend that our live is happy but its not.. we deny the fact that our life was really f**ked up when trouble comes, that the time we see our true self, our true life.. that the time when we evaluate ourselves.. our standing.. our position on how do we deal with the problem.. by that time, we saw how different ourselves from 'ourselves'.. some people might take the easy road, let it flow with the masked, and other might deal with it the hardest kind of way.. the point is, be honest to ourselves.. trust your hunch.. don't try to run from what you are suppose to be.. stop being a denier, sto...