when everything need to be justified

We'll be remembered, we'll be forgotten We'll be cherished, we'll be grudged We'll be needed, we'll be discarded We are one, yet we are not

I'm almost at the edge of my sanity I think I'm ready to go Falling into eternity Or is it just limbo "coward", you may said And I won't even deny Don't even feel sad It's just one wretched soul that died

I guess the Devil didn't come to me because of my belief is lacking.. When you don't believe gods, you don't believe the devils too Then again, i would really love to be able to give up my soul in exchange for wealth Maybe the devil is among us humans.. Giving us some bad opportunities in return of some fortunes I'm not really into breaking laws I guess I'm still have a heart to be a good person And the devil wouldn't like good heart Well, I just want a trade that won't harm anyone A soul for fortunes Not a bad trade at all Come on, Satan Mine's yours to take Just make me rich Let me taste the sweetness of the trade And then you can take me to Hell after certain amount of time Hear me, Lucifer

So I decided to cut my hair short As short that I am allowed Then one guys said my hair looks great So I guess I'm keeping it for another day

I'm feeling like killing myself I hate to say this but it is the easiest way out I don't know how long I can live like this I'm tired I don't want to continue anymore Where's the gods and evils when I need them I'm so tired

actually i don't have much to say about this subject: memories. there were good and bad memories (bad?) or should i said "there were happy and sad/unhappy memories" sometimes we remembered it wrong. that's why same moments are remembered differently by others. maybe we were remembered it correctly, but how can we be sure that was the 'correct' memories? or maybe it is/was called 'interpretation'? whether it was good or bad, we can learn something from the past so that we can do/prevent the things that would bring us happiness/sadness. learn from the past. learn for the future.